So it's a new year.......
But it seems like there's always something coming back from the past...
An ex of mine texts me saying he wants to see me.....Ummm NO THANKS! ...There's just no point.
Another one does the same...Quite frankly, I'm tired of it. This is not the time to try and make things right. When we were together you didn't act right so I had to let you go. Now why on Earth would I back track and talk to you again?
Also, I've been hearing from people I knew from the past. No, I don't want to hang with you, there's no point. You're still the same.
I wish ppl would at least TRY to understand where I'm coming from. I mean, you WEREN'T consistent in the past so what makes you think I want you now? Speaking to them is just like I kicked a BAD habit, was doing well, and then fell back into my foolish ways. That's only letting them have the opportunity to fuck up again....and woe is me if I allow that to happen.
Hmmm....Another thing on my mind about the past was these past few years, starting from when I graduated from high school. I swear it seems like 2009 was BY FAR the worst year EVER. But I'm learning to let things go.
Car accident/situation- PAST......let go
Ex Boyfriends-PAST...let go
Old friends-PAST...let go
Family problems-PAST ...let go
A "Few" Fears-PAST...let go
Holding onto things and people in the past doesn't help with the FUTURE. So I'm not allowing myself to take steps BACK....I'm only moving FORWARD.
Everytime I write in this blog, I NEVER look back. I don't go and reread it again because there's no point. Everything I wrote was in the PAST and I intend on leaving it there. No further discussions, or anything.
Now...You can take this however you want to...But I'm moving on...You can come WITH or get left BEHIND.....
Blahhhhhhh.....Those are just some thoughts I had........Nothing was prewritten .....
Have a nice day :)
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Hi there. This is a nice post, very straight to the point. This post of yours should be forwarded to all the ladies out there.
ReplyDeleteI am not that strong when it comes to breaking up iwth a guy, or even leaving and letting a guy go even if he's fooling around, with me knowing everything. I guess I am the fool.
Right now, I am happily married. But I got lots of girlfriends who are suffering from the same situation.
Me, now, am suffering from the problems of the past. I guess if I would only tell myself to be strong and just ignore all the things that tries to break me, I would be happier.
Can I blog about this post of yours and of course point a link to this post?
Thanks. Your post is short, but is quite a must-read to all.